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See what I mean about creepy? Voices and now pyromania? Crazy I tell you, crazy!

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hello? anyone here? could use the company..........

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I'm here, Zarah.

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Hello Sarah, is something wrong that you need company?

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muahahaha.... I am here to take all your sugar away... muahahaha

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yes...just life in general. read my blog if u care to know more

(i know people are tired of me saying that, but its the one place i can pour my heart out, so get used to it)

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Sorry that things arent going well, Ill read your blog... Hope that stuff gets better.

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:hug4 just for you sarah...

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im so sick and tired of people saying things will get better......I'VE BEEN WAITING ALMOST 19 YEARS FOR THAT TO HAPPEN, and things have just gotten worse. I often wonder what the meaning of life is....why is it so much better for others and worse for those left behind?

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I think that everyone deals with life and these feelings about like but so many just hide it and deal with it inside

everyone deals with there own feelings and thinks about why they are hear and I know it can be horrid seeing everyone happy like nothing is wrong wondering why .... but dont forget none of them are perfect.

not that thats going to make you feel anybetter at this moment

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Honey, there's no other way to say it. You have been through hell. I can't describe it any other way. I can't ever understand it fully. I can't say anything that will make everything ok. But you are loved so much by so many people. We all weep with you and struggle to find the right words. We look forward to seeing you, talking to you, being around you.

It's tough because we're separated from you, but that doesn't take anything away from what we feel, or how much we care. So many of us would be there in a moment were it possible to hold you, to cry with you, and to fight for you.

I'm so sorry that we are not able to do that. But remember that each of us is reaching out with our thoughts and our prayers. Each of us holds you tight in our hearts, if not our arms. Each of us likes you, loves you, knows that you are NOT dull, knows that you are NOT IN ANY WAY a mistake. We are your friends. Please lean on us.

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HEy Sarah
Big Hugs
why has got you down real bad now?
I read your blog but waht made this hit critical mass
If i was besdie you i would give you a huge hug to a reflective song lol

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what made it hit critical mass? the fact that its been going on my whole useless life and everyones been all like "oh, dont worry sweetie! things can only get better!" thats a bunch of pole spit because it hasnt gotten better, its gotten much, much worse and it keeps going downhill from here and frankly i am just so sick and tired of it....i feel so hopeless and hated.......

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Well First off
Who hates you?
and you cant just wait for life to get better you ahve to go out and try too make your own luck and try to make your life better, dont jsut sit and wait gou out and do. It may sound a bit harsh but you said you didnt want the it will get better answer.

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well, first off, who hates me? EVERYONE. and dont say, "but no one hates you on this site" unfortunatly, i dont know any of you in real life and will probally never meet any of you either, so that really doesnt cout.

and believe it or not, i have tried going out and making a better life, but since im still stuck under my parents "roof" until i graduate, they wont let me do anything, let alone go out anywhere unless they go with me, and when they do, the forget about me and how much fun i want to have and they just go off into their own lil world and forget about me. (about a year ago they almost left me at a zoo. how do you leave a 16 year old at a zoo?)

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Honey

You are not hated - you are in a bad place right now- please get in touch with a good friend or relative - you need someone near by to talk to sweetie.

I've emailed you my home email addy and my msn addy - please get in touch if you want to.....I'd really like you to.

I'm worried about you.

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yah why are you stuck
dont yah ahve a friend you can shack up with?

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getting in touch with family.....nearly impossible. they all live on the other side of america (im in ohio, they are in california/washington), plus, they are mentally screwed up. my grandpa is a satanist, my grandma has no one of being contacted and is starting to get alzimers, my uncles are nowhere to be found, both my aunts have checked into mental hospitals, and my real dad put a bounty on my head

nope. no friends here. one of the reasons i HATE ohio.....

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Z there must be a friend you can go to? Someone you can at least phone and talk to?

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Geez come move up here to Canada
none of that bullshit here
damn thats tough
cant really comfort you about the bounty
hmm why dont you graduate early and get the hell out
what about a best friend from grade school
or you could go to a shelter

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who am i going to call? the only number i have is my moms work number! and thats at a law firm!

i cant graduate early cuz i still need 6 credits and im just a junior

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Can you talk to your mom again? See if you can get her alone to talk?

You have got friends - please call one of your friends - go an stay there tonight. A good friend will be there for you I promise!!!

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well go to where your mom works and force her to have a tough talk
make it unavoidable

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last time i tried to force my mom to do something she wrestled me to the ground, pinned me dow, and slapped me

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Ok... You need to call child services or something, that is really really bad...

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fight back lol
but im out
email me if you need a talk
buh bye

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I think you are acting inconsiderate Bonded; I hope you realize that.

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Z try msn again Craig just got on

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hey guys. whats going on?

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mmm. :)

i'd say...

nothing :D

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Good Morning AV? I'm just out to be a bunny, see you later :)

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hey :) enjoy ;)

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i don't believe there's anyone here at the moment, but thought i'd say hello anyways

i guess i'll go sit in the corner shouting random things in an attempt to be the resident weirdo that is present in any local pub

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hahahaha shut up will you? * these annoying weirdos muttering bizarre stuff all the time* * shakes her head*

just kidding lol :lol:

so, shall we have a drink? :beer:

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weirdo? u? impossible :)

hello :D

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oh he went offline......well I guess it's just you and me av....oooooooh

What are you having then? Pineapple juice? ;)

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who's he? yes, u getting me some? :D

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Oh I was talking about delrio but nevermind.

Here you go! Cheers! :)

http://www.freestyleorchidea.cz/imag...2_orchidea.jpg

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:):):) so...

thanks anyway, amazing juice :) where u got it?

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Hahaha I have my very own personal pineapple juice maker at home....plus, I grow orchids in my garden so you see....my photographer just came over so I could send this to you. :winky:

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mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :):):)

ur own juice? orchids???? mmmmmmmmmmmm

what a glamorous life u have...