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I'm Getting There
Posted 07-30-2009 at 06:06 PM by Sadie555
Yes, I have lot's of ups and downs. Some major. My last post was a major down. I was lonely, hopeless, and unhappy. Not a good spot to be in.
I have a hard time dealing with stress, and coping with sadness. I've been so angry lately, it scares me. I want to be able to just be that ideal peaceful person, who is always thankful just for what they already have, and can see good in everything. I used to be like that, until someone told me that it wasn't normal, because life isn't always so great. I haven't been able to get back to that state of mind since. I've tried, too. It just doesn't seem to happen anymore. I know now that the comment to me was silly, and that should be enough to let me be in the happy state of mind again, but it just won't work.
Actually, I am grateful for things I have, and I do try to see the positive side of things. But it's as though it's not enough anymore. Like in the back of my mind, that comment is still there, a little voice telling me that it isn't right.
Well, I guess that's enough ranting for now.
I have a hard time dealing with stress, and coping with sadness. I've been so angry lately, it scares me. I want to be able to just be that ideal peaceful person, who is always thankful just for what they already have, and can see good in everything. I used to be like that, until someone told me that it wasn't normal, because life isn't always so great. I haven't been able to get back to that state of mind since. I've tried, too. It just doesn't seem to happen anymore. I know now that the comment to me was silly, and that should be enough to let me be in the happy state of mind again, but it just won't work.
Actually, I am grateful for things I have, and I do try to see the positive side of things. But it's as though it's not enough anymore. Like in the back of my mind, that comment is still there, a little voice telling me that it isn't right.
Well, I guess that's enough ranting for now.
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The person was right, life isn't always great, but what mattered and still does was your attitude to this. We should be as loving and peaceful as possible whatever our circumstances and that is where the person who hurt you went wrong - they said, life's crap sometimes so lets' all have a good sulk.... WRONG!
So what if you're attitude wasn't 'normal' it was good and who wants to be normal if normal means being unhappy every time things go wrong.
It isn't about being positive all the time niether, you will just wear yourself out with that, and hate yourself when you fail. It's about accepting that life is sometimes hard and sometimes easy etc., and about finding the strength to change those bad things that we can change and living in peace with those things we cannot change.
My advice is to relax and realise that you infact were way ahead of this persons stupid and immature comment that is ruining the peace you had.
Also, find something as often as possible that makes you laugh your socks off.
Sending you hugs, prayers and love.Posted 07-30-2009 at 09:22 PM by jamos
