So I wrote this for another blog I didnt feel like reading another have fun skip around...dont read it I dont care its your choice



So.... I started writing this last night but didn't get very far cause I started talking on the phone. for those who don't know me very well that's very unusual especially since it last more than an hour.

So I haven't written anything on her in forever but I decided that I might add an update and such and so those who might be read I hope you enjoy my random thoughts that never make any sense.

So lets rewind and cover stuff I might have already covered but forgot.

1. I moved to Canada.

Do I like Canada or not? I think I'm not sure. Seems like everything points to no lately but that could just be cause I stayed in the house and wasted 6 months of my life. I know that's stupid but there was no reason for me to leave very often. I mean there was my family (and extended family) and I loved going to see them but that's only so much..... They cant exactly replace my friends. I'm sure you all now are wondering if I have any friends up there.... well the answer is no. Frankly I have no clue where I can find good friends up there. First of all I get frustrated speaking french (not to mention its no slang french all the cool kids are using lol) and second of all they all seem to be ghettofied alcoholics who enjoy to go out and party just a little too much.(sorry for all you random people who might decide to read this and might be Canadian but that's seems like the only people around and my drinking idea isn't the same since I'm at the none limit) You'd think Id be able to find a few at church but.... no there are no people my age at the church I've rarely been attending. any who moving on

2. I was accepted to a university in Canada.

So I was accepted to a school up north...Concordia to be a little more specific. My major right now is Business Management. How exciting... lol. so yeah I don't know whether I am excited or not cause there are a lot of decisions I still need to make about school even though I have been accepted to Concordia. I wish that going there this fall would solve all my decision making on this school thing. I'm torn between staying up there and going to school up there in the middle of the "world" (if that makes sense) or back in branson in my safe little bubble and be able to keep my christian friends. See I know the second of the two sounds safer but I wonder if I am talking myself into it because I want to stay near my friends. Any who I am applying to C of O even thought I have a 2 year waiting list and a lot of hurdles to jump over but if that's where I am supposed to be I suppose it will all work out... in the mean while I am taking classes at Concordia whether they transfer or not because I have figures out that I miss all that stuff and am sick of waiting my time.

3. I came down to B-town for the summer.

So I've been here since June 2nd and am leaving august 14th. I am enjoying it ...even when I have to work with Wanda cleaning rooms. I actually enjoy helping her because I have always seen her work her but off around here and well its just nice to help her out. I'm also enjoying getting to see my friends. I cant remember anything special to talk about... Oh Becca came down. that was fun went to silver dollar city and a bunch of other stuff. I saw Lisa (my mentor which I hadn't talked to in about 6 months) and talk to her which was fantabulistic. I have gotten to hang out with Sarah, Greg, lizzy, and Michel....which has been fun and last week I worked at AWANA camp.

4. I worked at AWANA camp last week .

All I have to say is that it was amazing fun. Though I was worried with the stressful beginning that I started with. I had to scramble to find a ride to camp and luckily Joplin people had some space for me. Which was cool cause I got to go hang out with Jason before I left since I spent the night up there. We went to see Lake House (not my pick by the way... but I didn't complain.) It was a good movie but slightly confusing at times but I enjoyed it. We had some random conversations and that was it... I went to camp and found out I was doing games which was alright by me. So pretty much the quick version of camp was working on games stuff getting burnt (which is now turned into this odd tan that looks like I have been fake baking for too long) being goofy with the rest of the games people (and the "Adopted" ones.) and lots of other fun stuff. Lets just say I left camp with a bunch of new parties and jokes. Ill have to admit naked time is not the same without Mary :( lol now that must sound awful to everyone else. so camp was over I was sad I hopped on a bus rode 600 hours to Joplin Missouri (I slept pretty much the whole way) and then got to hang out with Jason and Greg since Greg came and picked me up and we were spending the night again. that was fun we talked and went and to church played put put all together but somewhere in there Greg and I had to kill five hours since Jason had to work. We watched Click sometime in that 5 hours. lets just say that its got a bunch of cursing and random sex stuff thrown it and its really sad. So we determined that it would be a good clean flicks movie. after that Greg and I drove back took a random short cut (that really wasn't a short cut) prayed we were headed the right way while I freaked out cause we were taking 35 mph curves at 50 to 60 on little old country roads. and went and watched the fireworks at Cof O and I didn't get home till 11:20. So yeah lets just say I miss camp... it seemed short while it happened but when I look back it felt like a month.

so sorry that was supper long and ridonkulous. I'm not offended if you skipped around or didn't even make it to this point. any who I don't have any awana camp pictures so everyone who took some should share with dear old me somehow... like lets see ringo?? since its awesomely easy.

well love you guys

mags