Pathetic with a capital P
Posted 05-23-2006 at 10:02 AM by MagsMagee
So this probably makes no sense in less your are my best friend but maybe Ill explain.
We use to say that (Pathetic) when we were being stupid and depressed about a guy. Well that's what I'm being tonight... not necessarily about a specific guy but that idea. I want a boy. After 19 years of not having a boy why cant I just have one.... is it so hard ... for goodness sakes I'm not asking for diamond rings and fancy dinners... just a boy to kiss and cuddle and go on late night walks to the park and looking at the stars and the clouds....just good old random fun.
but no something is wrong with me I'm defective merchandise I'm not made for a relationship... I'm going to be a nun. cause that relationship doesn't exist anymore... its just a bunch of sex and cheating... oh well the nuns life for me.
but I just wish I could stop feeling like this right now.... grrr I do this all the time. I swear most of the time I'm completely content being single and me and waiting until ...if that day happens.. but others I do this I wonder if I should just be a big ole slut and flirt with every guy around and give the goodies out for that one fleeting moment of what seems to be what I want.
for now I'm just the 19 year old never been .......
We use to say that (Pathetic) when we were being stupid and depressed about a guy. Well that's what I'm being tonight... not necessarily about a specific guy but that idea. I want a boy. After 19 years of not having a boy why cant I just have one.... is it so hard ... for goodness sakes I'm not asking for diamond rings and fancy dinners... just a boy to kiss and cuddle and go on late night walks to the park and looking at the stars and the clouds....just good old random fun.
but no something is wrong with me I'm defective merchandise I'm not made for a relationship... I'm going to be a nun. cause that relationship doesn't exist anymore... its just a bunch of sex and cheating... oh well the nuns life for me.
but I just wish I could stop feeling like this right now.... grrr I do this all the time. I swear most of the time I'm completely content being single and me and waiting until ...if that day happens.. but others I do this I wonder if I should just be a big ole slut and flirt with every guy around and give the goodies out for that one fleeting moment of what seems to be what I want.
for now I'm just the 19 year old never been .......
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Re: Pathetic with a capital P
Aw Mags.......
Let me tell you something: You WILL find your boy. Positive, 100% surely you will. And I'm not saying that just like that. I know it's true, don't ask me why.
It will all happen in the right time....me I had to wait 22 years, it might not be of help to you but it will happen when you expect it least and mostly, it will happen when you are ready for it. Oh, please don't give yourself away....you are way too good for that. It would be a terrible waste. One guy will be worth it all......
I wish you happiness
Posted 05-23-2006 at 10:12 AM by Flamenco_Fleur
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Re: Pathetic with a capital P
I don't know if you're just hunting for compliments or whatnot, but dammit. If I was <25 the only reason I wouldn't try to get to know you is just that you're hot enough to frighten me.
(That's my 20year old self talking, mind you)
God willing, if we were in the same place at comperable ages, I would have the nards to say hello, but unlikely :(Posted 06-05-2006 at 11:10 AM by Dazed
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Posted 06-05-2006 at 11:13 AM by Dazed















