i wonder were my christmass joy has gone,
im sidding and lookin at the christmasstree
but the feeling doesetn come
my stumic feals like sumkinda nut,
breth is hatd and heavy,
i think of all of my frends but mostly of you
if you´ll get better and well
if all i do realy helps cours
eain if i suffer inside i dont want the glamp in your eys to go
ore your willning to live cors i cant do it whit yout you and my live wuld be eavin wors hell then now
your the reason im hiding my pane so youl feel beter and so you can open up your self because i can waid but you realy cant
thats how deep in this hell you have reedst,
pleay com bac youp cors we all miss you and want you to feel joy again
so and so i feel abute this hell
i want up if this is the ongly way to help you i will
do it and make sure you woont fall deeper
hide be hinde this stupid smile for you if it is the ongly way to make you´ll smile again.
I hope the best for you and ill always do.