My Inane Ramblings
*rolls eyes*
Posted 05-01-2007 at 04:31 PM by ghettokat
i'm really, truly quite sick of people being retards. Really. I am.
I cannot fathom why people dont just SAY what they are thinking, what they want or whatever it is they are lying about or shying away form saying. SAY IT!
It's generally an issue with me not digging that. You dont have to be rude or crass, you CAN find a way to say the thing you are thinking or feeling. Yes, you do have to take other peoples feelings into it. But there are times when I truly just dont give a flying fish stick if what I say hurts your delicate sensibilities.
I am a well rounded, well grounded individual. I dont run amok over people. I dont run roughshod over people. I AM A GOOD person. However, there is a time when being the bigger person gets passe. I just dont care anymore.
Sometimes this is dangerous for me because it always ends up that people push me until i snap, and they hear stuff they do not care for.
OH WELL, deal.
stop being suck emotional dimwits and grow up
but yet as I sit here, i am stil lsad, still wondering if half the people i thought knew and loved me have ever KNOWN me. I worked hard to overcome the crap that happened to me... and my repsonses to things. iworked hard tok now the things about lkife that I know to be true.
Yet, here i am, in tears wondering why for the love of GOD am i seemingly just never good enough?
I cannot fathom why people dont just SAY what they are thinking, what they want or whatever it is they are lying about or shying away form saying. SAY IT!
It's generally an issue with me not digging that. You dont have to be rude or crass, you CAN find a way to say the thing you are thinking or feeling. Yes, you do have to take other peoples feelings into it. But there are times when I truly just dont give a flying fish stick if what I say hurts your delicate sensibilities.
I am a well rounded, well grounded individual. I dont run amok over people. I dont run roughshod over people. I AM A GOOD person. However, there is a time when being the bigger person gets passe. I just dont care anymore.
Sometimes this is dangerous for me because it always ends up that people push me until i snap, and they hear stuff they do not care for.
OH WELL, deal.
stop being suck emotional dimwits and grow up
but yet as I sit here, i am stil lsad, still wondering if half the people i thought knew and loved me have ever KNOWN me. I worked hard to overcome the crap that happened to me... and my repsonses to things. iworked hard tok now the things about lkife that I know to be true.
Yet, here i am, in tears wondering why for the love of GOD am i seemingly just never good enough?
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Re: *rolls eyes*
firstly i am proud no swearing
secondly, you are a wonderful mum, a good wife and you are a caring, decent human being and that counts..... instead of wondering why people dont think you're not good enough...perhaps they just keep wanting you to be better and better....progress never stops....
thirdly, perhaps sitting down and talking through it all with people will help bring it all out......and might help both parties realise the 'whyyyyyyyy'Posted 05-01-2007 at 05:28 PM by Death
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Re: *rolls eyes*
Totally agree with what Deathly said hon!! You're a good person! You KNOW that!
We often hurt the ones we love the most?
and some 
for you hon!!Posted 05-01-2007 at 06:32 PM by Lucy UK 
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Re: *rolls eyes*
Okay, so I might be going out on a limb here... I know you've got another blog and I haven't read 'cos I can't remember where it is... so there's a chance I'm talking complete rubbish about something I don't know... it's happened before, it'll happen again!
Lots of things you say ring true to me. I particularly know what you mean in the very last bit and it sucks, it really does. Sitting there with doubt - in a spin - going crazy. You're right to feel crappy and you're right to be annoyed... 'cos if something makes you feel like that, there's no getting away from it and there's no point trying to be anything else or pretending it's different.
This isn't really helping is it? Just joining in with feeling rubbish isn't gonna help you... well I'm trying (sometimes very - ha).
So wipe away those tears and give yer nose a good blow... try to realise you're bloody marvellous and that it's everybody else's fault!
And give us one of those gorgeous grins...
(PS - If I'm wide of the mark, please disregard all of the above - but still have a nice day... maybe tomorrow...
)Posted 05-01-2007 at 06:33 PM by Jimborama -
Re: *rolls eyes*
Know the feeling, my mom thinks I'm still no good...
I tell myself and others I don't care but I do...and it sucks!!!Posted 05-02-2007 at 02:21 PM by neija
