So it has been like 4 months since I've been back to Nordinho. My how this place has grown. I'm in college now and it's still the same old blah. There's still one thing missing. Him....ya know the guy I've written about in like all my other posts. It's been like a year and a half and I'm still completely in love w/ him. He still doesn't know it. We barely talk anymore. We'll talk for like 5 minutes on our cells like once a month, but that's it. I miss him. I miss who I was when I was with him. I pray we'll be together and good friends again, but I fear that that's never going to happen. I feel like screaming and crying right here and now, but I'm kind of in my college's library and there's people everywhere and they'd probably think I was a psycho or something. Well, I'm gonna trust that God has a plan for me, a good plan, that will make me happy. I just wish I knew what it was. Guidance please!?!