OKay, so it has been a while since I've written on my blog, but here I am. I've been busy with scholarships crap and college crap and school crap in general. Do you see a pattern? Basically, life's been crappy right now. I've got all that crap plus I'm not going to a concert this Friday that I really wanted to go to, I've still got to find a prom dress and a new date(long story that I don't feel like typing up), and the whole Chase and Becky issue. Yes, they're still going out and everytime I see her car at his house it makes me so jealous and a little angry because they could be in there making out for all I know. When that happens I just put my foot on the gas and go as fast as I can until I get up this hill where there are sometimes cops(and I am never in any mood to get a ticket, much less to even talk to a cop after the last one that pulled me over). Oh and to top off the whole Becky and Chase thing....the day before I found out about it I had finished a poem/song(not quite sure what I want to make it yet) about him. Now, after reading all this stuff about Chase ya'll probably think that I am someone obsessed with him, but you have to understand that last year I was used to us hanging out and talking every week and now I barely see him(like once every 2 weeks). At first it was like I lost my best friend, but when the whole himandBecky thing came into the picture it was like the world stopped for a while and not only did I lose my best friend, but it was like my best friend died. Anyway, other than those minor(hint of sarcasm there) things in my life everything is fine. And now that I've ranted a bit and told you somewhat how I feel I'm going to continue to watch Futurama since I missed Family Guy tonight. I do hope that everyone else is having a better time in life than I am right now!!!!